Good Morning and welcome.

Hello.

I have started this blog to possibly spur the creative juices and learn to accomplish something besides daily living.

I Mean, I should love my life. Goodness knows, I've tried losing it more than once because of health issues. I'm not the healthiest person, living with Multiple Sclerosis, remission from APL Leukemia, and dealing with daily headaches. But, I am walking, cooking, cleaning (some) and doing some editing. I love my husband, family, my dog, the four cats, and try to love others. Above all, I love my Lord and Saviour. Then why do I not feel complete?

Is something that modern society says I must have? Is it the fact that I feel that my mind is in a cloud of confusion even though I am desperately trying to wean off any drugs that might cause that? Is it the fact that the silly computer keeps changing fonts on me while I type? I don't know! Maybe that's the problem. I just don't know. A friend once told me that I'm analytical like a guy. Since when? People tell me I'm depressed, but the meds either make me more cloudy or cut out my emotions! I hate that! I really do.  I also hate that I might exaggerate to make my life more interesting when I'm bored or feel inadequate; probably more that. Why?!  Everyone who knows me knows I'm really very boring and that some interesting things have happened to me. I really am a Navy Brat, I really did help NIS (now NCIS) a few times while living in Japan, I really did almost go to the Air force Academy but either chickened out or God told me no at the last second. God really did tell me that my husband would be in my life, but other than that, I don't know. Maybe I should of named this blog that.  I also told someone I might be the smartest person they would ever meet but neither of us would ever know...


Okay, enough griping for a bit. I will (or plan to) be talking about stuff I like or want to write about. I like cooking and am decent at it. I once thought about a career in it. I love books, whether on my phone or the normal kind (I'm reading 3 right now, I think).  I love animals, speak cat, and am learning dog.  I am neither a conservative or a liberal.  I might also talk about things that have helped my MS or started me toward being a healthier person.  I also welcome feedback because, maybe, through conversation, I can learn to focus my mind and gain me back. because I'm not sure where Claire went..